i hope you will read this by chance

this afternoon, i had a sudden flashback

me: i'm spending 40% of my time missing you.
l: only 40%?
me: uhhhhh, no. 80%.
l: only 80?
me: well because i'm doing other things as well.
l: well i'm spending all my time missing you.

i smiled so bright.
i know why now
people told me i should do something about it
people told me we looked better
people told me everything i wanted to hear
but so what.