good times

I happened to borrow the scanner from m.arts to scan some polaroids from last year. And I had this long deep silent sign in my heart. Wondering why I didn't treasure last year as much as I should have. Last year has been the best time of my life. Although there were very depressing downs, it has made me recognized the amazing ups. Not until now that I realized many people around me are actually very influential. I'm guessing that maybe my 'creative' ideas, randomness, and artsy elements are all inspired by them. But now I'm here, some parts of me seemed to be losing their colors. I went speechless the week before when I read the shirt my awesomes wrote on. Shiying wrote:You are fucking amazing so don't change who you are. Ironically, the famous retarded Shiying has written the most heart stabbing phrase. This will be one of the quotes that I will bring along as I grow.

I miss you all, awesomes.