i dont dislike bape as much as i did before.

menswear is becoming increasing fascinating-

URSUS Bape EX04 Fall/Winter 2010 Collection

explosions

for awhile
i thought ive changed, been manipulated.
i thought that ronnie was never going to come back
i dont listen, speak, laugh,    like i used to;
but yesterday. there seemed to be this spark in me
and it reminded me of what life was like back then
is it the new him. or music. or simply that ive successfully shift into this choking space?

regarding new him. means really nothing. i dont want anybody but you.
this other day. i was just going to say- three words, eight letters.

barriers

“In the past two decades, men’s fashion underwent a profound yet silent revolution. There was the urge to scream a message of change, because in the Eighties and Nineties fashion — or anything more innovative — was perceived as something for gay men or weirdos. It’s not like that anymore. Men crave fashion and buy and change their clothes based on the occasion. For us, the big break happened at the end of the Nineties, when we started working with David Beckham, a hot, straight man with a family and kids.” - Stefano Gabbana

things just happen.

RIP Tobias Wong

why do all the amazing people go suicide at such an early age?

支離破碎

get your indians and cowboys on.

852 in 10 DAZE.

girl's where the attitude i want?

opportunities are all over the place.
but only if you fight for them
ronnie stop complaining. they were there only because you were lucky.
you can say you got unlucky.
but life is just showing you that when things dont happen the way you want them to be, you have to fight for what you want

nicolee look like these gorgeous macaroons :)

and this dog! i want this instead of woody! hahahahahah

懷念 技術低 創意高的 向後站

一 開始 天下未大亂
一 定是 出事在人類太向前
科 技是 威力大又利便
人 於 是手腳漸變短做運動氣 喘

原來是 做慢些 更細心 更浪漫
人 為什麼 卻要反

想 像是 給電玩局限住
通 話是 用網名互贈 兩個字
而親 密是 早沒落 舊玩意

原來是 做慢些 更細心 更浪漫
人 為什麼 會覺得 太麻煩
誰明 做盡些 也快些 到極限


科 技是 沒有真 做任何事

原來是 做慢些 更細心 更浪漫
人 為什麼 會覺得 太麻煩
誰明 做盡些 也快些 到極限

為何用 電動的 數碼的 更浪漫
人 為什麼 約去街都 怕麻煩
懷念 技術低 創意高的 向後站

是我想話我好慢
但我享受我不凡

原來是 做慢些 更細心 更浪漫
人 為什麼 會覺得 太麻煩
無人願 畫畫畫 作作詩 我示範

為何用 電動的 數碼的 更浪漫
人 為什麼 約去街都 怕麻煩
懷念 技術低 創意高的 向後站

15萬燭光 愈打壓愈明亮 警方數字11.3萬 21年新高

(明報)2010年6月5日 星期六 05:10

【明報專訊】這個晚上，15萬港人懷著沉重心情聚集維園 ，悼念1989年6月4日那一夜，在北京 天安門 為民主獻上生命的同胞。雖然新民主女神像一度被警方扣留、現只容許暫放中大校園，參與維園晚會人士甚至感到香港悼念六四 的自由度被收緊了，但響徹維園的歌聲未有顫抖，有蠟燭的高舉燭光，無蠟燭的亮起手機，以此示明﹕21年來，港人未有忘記平反六四的心願，愈打壓愈強！
支聯會 計算的集會人數平了去年紀錄，達15萬人，一樣地迫爆維園6個足球場、籃球場和草地，警方估計的人數卻較去年多了八成，達11.3萬人，是晚會舉行21年來警方估計人數的最多的一次。

華叔﹕「多謝」政府中大
支聯會主席司徒華 對此感到滿意，「多謝」特區政府 搶走兩個民主女神像及浮雕，也「多謝」中文大學校長劉遵義 拒絕把女神像永久擺放中大，激起市民憤怒，令更多人參加集會，「曾蔭權 政治智慧太低，他不單不能打壓我們，反而幫助我們有更多人參加集會」。

晚會於8時15分開始，其後不斷有市民由銅鑼灣 、北角湧來，大會在8時50分宣布，前來人潮已擠得到連維園旁的告士打道、糖街都被封了，全場即報以歡呼聲。大會預備的蠟燭也不夠派，市民便應呼籲亮起手提電話，為六四死難者送上悼念。

今年晚會以「平反六四 堅持到底」為主題，序幕《為自由》音樂錄像，剪輯了民主女神像在89年在北京誕生、被拉倒，再在香港豎立20年，日前被政府沒收的片段。支聯會副主席蔡耀昌致悼詞時說，他們今年舉辦六四悼念活動「遇到前所未有的政治打壓」，但他以嘶啞的聲線堅定地說﹕「我們的回應是，毋畏毋懼、堅持到底、戰鬥到底，不只這一代，還要一代一代地堅持和戰鬥下去！」

天安門母親感謝港人銘記

大會其後播放「天安門母親」代表張先玲的講話錄影，她感謝港人21年來不曾忘記「那場血腥的屠殺」和生活在人權和生命遭漠視的內地同胞，在現今這個物欲橫流、金錢至上的社會風險，「香港這塊自由慢慢被吞噬的土地上」，實在不容易，港人的勇氣和努力，令人欽佩。

八九學運前領袖李海透過錄影說，從六四20周年開始，年頭的增加已經不太重要，因為六四已經成為永恆，並為所有人提供強大精神動力，「只要我們這一代參加過六四的人還在、還活著，那麼，六四給我們的動力，就是一個不竭的源泉」。首次踏足維園的民運人士李進進對有大批青年參加晚會，表示感到開心及感動。

因發起聯署《零八憲章》去年底被中央政府判處入獄的維權人士劉曉波，其妻子劉霞透過錄像，以劉曉波在六四15周年寫的詩作為悼念獻祭，「20年來，每年的今天，曉波都會寫上一首詩，以紀念這個日子，現在他人在監獄裏，沒有紙也沒有筆，不可能再寫詩了……」

對於支聯會連續兩年都公布參加六四晚會人數為15萬，而警方公布的數字卻較去年大升5萬至11.3萬，中大政治及行政學系高級導師蔡子強認為，他兩年都有參加六四晚會，以參加者的角度而言，「今年人數肯定不是去年的兩倍」，他對於警方公布的人數感奇怪，認為警方有可能是「上年報細數，今年接近一點」，但究竟警方是否受政治壓力而公布與去年有大出入的數字，便難以揣測。

警方﹕場地面積人群密度推算

對於今年警方的數字為何大幅增加，警察公共關係科署理總警司曾艷霜表示，警方的估計，主要根據人群的擠迫程度及場地面積推算出來。她說，警方估計的遊行集會人數，只是一個內部參考數字，純屬為保障人群安全及維持人群秩序，實施交通管理及作有效調配人手之用。

NE

老天爺真愛開玩笑
讓你最快樂的人 偏偏是那個令你最生氣的
其實 你愛我嗎?
對不起 我的信任，好像用盡了
看著空白的背景 刻板的字 還有在眨的 |
突然覺得好難過
其實 我並不是一個用來依賴的好對象
你不開心的時候
我根本不懂反應
如果這是你愛我的原因
你看錯了 快醒來吧
如果我在你身旁 至少我可以默默地抱著你
可是我不能
這樣子 倒不如找那位靠近你又喜歡你的
耗盡信任 只剩下沉默
我在你心裏什麽位置
不用你說我是知道的
爲什麽 別人就是可以無所不談
而我們幾乎只剩下零星的問候
曾經 我以爲 就算我們的世界好像越轉越遠
我們還是可以製造另一個世界
算了吧
你叫我不要妒忌別人 那你知道爲什麽嗎
爲什麽她生氣 他會去哄她
爲什麽她不開心 他會陪她
我並不想這一切結束
不過告白前的你  跟告白後的你
有差嗎 不對 你根本沒有告白
你連勇氣也沒有...

forward:

不少人還是覺得人生最重要是有名有利，但其實最重要是人生有目標。荷里活80後女明星就說明了這一點，有名有利，但人生缺乏方向，於是吸毒、酗酒、撞車、各種荒誕行為，都是因為沒有方向而不懂得珍惜自己(當然，成名和賺錢本身就得付出很大代價)。

Nicole Richie在娛樂版久不久就出現，她曾經跟富家女Paris Hilton共演真人騷，但多年浮沉之後都無大建樹，直至找到自己真正的興趣――設計首飾，整個人像落地生根，吸取日月精華，然後脫胎換骨! 她的首飾品牌House of Harlow 1960先在連鎖時裝店Kitson見到，頗為驚喜，但一來嫌重二來嫌貴，可設計真的不錯，雖然我不知道她是真有天份還是將自己瘋狂購物的現貨抄襲一番。Kitson的系列售價一點也不便宜，在羅省時已經吃一驚，普通一條孔雀頸鍊要三、四千元，一隻包皮銀手鐲也要好幾千，但後來在網上首飾店singer22.com找到，幾乎有齊整個系列，而且價格合理得多，她的金鍊頭環，連麥當娜也要捧場，不過頭環需要有一些劉海才好看，而且黑頭髮效果不及金髮，她的長頸鍊、孔雀戒指及皮製碎鑽手鐲都突出；但最開心的還是見到一個人的轉化能力，由蒲精變了擲地有聲、別樹一格的設計

whats flowing in the blood lately

so. terribly sorry if the last video made you feel unease.
but lately i've been looking into weird stuff. anything but mainstream.
so what does weird stuff mean
religion; conspiracies; ufos; psychology; history;

okay. i am not turning into a freak.
i am not going to join some club about ufos
or track news, investigate etc.

im basically just listening to this radio show
it's not some brainwashing show
it's simply a show from 903- hk radio
and this dude
each week he talks about different topics
but generally around the stuff i mentioned
and while he talks about it i go google and stuff
or else they wont make sense

and the dude
what he talks about is based on facts, news etc
like things that actually happened

so while people are doing glee / gg marathon
i do marathon for this. just catching up on the previous ones
and to be honest, i think it's far more interesting than rich bitches
okay. let me list some examples
- the conspiracy about the polish president
- how did the first nuclear bomb (that one that hit japan) came about
- prophecies about the end of the world including 2012, and other ones
- cults

and what i really like about this show is
it doesnt just giv you a whole lot of facts
and tell you, oh it's true
each show he tells you what been said, then gives you other version
he doesnt tell people what to believe

so yeah.
and i love how it's distracting me from upsetting thoughts
and it feels less boring even im at home

on the bright side
i was just looking into openrice
and then
found so many new places on the top charts
and most of them
are cakes and dessert.
damnnn. why did they come around when i was in hk
defo going to visit them.
i must say if i wasnt a 'fat base' person
i'd totally eat cakes and dessert as a meal everyday
and nicolee tsin: bring me to the macaroon place!
25 days left. woop woop

if you get it, you'll get it.

and i wonder

if you know, what it means

i score 15/20

you?

this is just too wut gay

i like the jap writing one.

AFTERMATH

最晚經歷了有生以來最嘔心瀝血的一夜
緊張程度差不多令我心臟衰竭
至今還能罕有地清晰記得夢裏的情景
因爲
我根本區別不到我當時到底有沒有意識

記得腦袋裏的記憶與信息好像亂馬一樣的在腦海裏橫沖直轉
有考試的材料 歌聲 還有疑似電影裏的情節
轉到我無法入睡
而我的身體卻顯得不耐煩 很想休息
便在床上翻動 四肢也在抓狂 不停的踢被子
三番四次的坐起來 猛抓頭皮 一心想一切靜止

然而最後我真正的醒來裏
便想著去樓下喝喝水冷靜一下
這麽離開房間10步不夠
老狗便開始猛吠 跑到我腳旁
我站著猶豫了一下 便把他卷到我手臂裏
拖著身軀回床
有點像小女孩一樣抱住他睡
煩擾的噪音也漸漸放低

我就知道 我很需要擁抱
而那只毛 竟然能看穿這一點 更送來得及時的慰藉
我只懂苦笑

仲然 今天的考試尚算順利渡過

整天的狀態也是挺差 沒怎麽説話 只想填回落魄後空虛
睡午覺 吃甜點 ...
猜不透的是 令我覺得最愉快的 是無意中在網上看到的一大堆藝術
視覺的 反而微微挑起了力竭的思維

飛快

看到六年級生日會的照片
竟會像大人般的晃然大悟 諷刺吧

他們的神情 笑容 距離
是多麽的熟悉

曾經也擁抱過的天真
不知道什麽時候就放開了
現在只保存下小碎碎

突然很實在的感受到時間的飛快

平時只不過會從大人口中得到的領會

今天我真的明瞭

flashback 裏的影像真難忘

身邊的朋友 原來已經陪著我好久的時間

謝謝一直都不離不棄 我從來都是一個挺爛的人

如果第一次見面的時候是四年級 我們 (太多我們) 好歹都認識 7年多了

你看 7 年就是這樣過去了 一直這樣下去會很有趣吧

不要讓我有機會叫你們舊朋友 因爲老朋友這名詞動聽多了

post number 300.

resonance

If you're angry at a loved one, hug that person. And mean it. You may not want to hug - which is all the more reason to do so. It's hard to stay angry when someone shows they love you, and that's precisely what happens when we hug each other. ~Walter Anderson, The Confidence Course, 1997
via elaine


i keep telling myself not to be angry.
this is afterall, a long d issue.
if it wasnt for the god damn xxxx miles
we'd be smiling at each other every single minute.

besides. this is just your 老毛病
what can i do about it?

男孩子

高分貝尖叫-

女孩子

突然有衝動...想穿這樣的裙子
看太多日系雜誌的關係吧 － － 
對上一次穿過類似的是cotton on的藍白直條裙
很喜歡下圖裙子的顏色
exam 過後自己弄一條才行 （y)

FRIGGIN COOL

jeffrey two

泥足深陷

偶然也會發發白日夢 幻想一下以後的事 大概誰也曾經這樣想過吧 (如果你沒有，對不起)

雖然不太實在 不過那些夢一直都在腦海裏飄游
有空時會想 不開心時又想 懶惰時再想
漸漸地 未來夢便成爲了現在的推動力

這陣子 突然變得認真地渴望著 很想很想快點長大
特別 cant wait to get out of school (quote selina :))
年少 要是青春狂妄的
工作 要是不顧一切的
愛情 要是細水長流的
婚姻 要是與子皆老的

別人說過 到你工作時就會明白學習的可貴 那不可怕


這種感覺 比任何一次還強烈

i wanna stay forever young as well
可是我不介意變老 目擊歲月在自己身上留痕
年齡會當老師 教會你當時該明瞭的事情
我覺得這樣一個人才是完整的

happy early one month anniversary.
我會繼續這樣很白痴地數
因爲如果這樣可以繼續 six months. one year. two years.
回想one month 的時候 白痴便會變得很特別

16嵗的 也許不該這樣想太多
畢竟以後會有太多可能性
不過這樣反反復復的感情
誰能解釋呢?

:)

1-2-1-2-3-4
Give me more loving than I’ve ever had
Make me feel better when I’m feeling sad
Tell me I’m special even though I know I’m not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely getting mad
I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
Its as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
Give me more loving from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
You’re the best that I’ve had
And I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1 2 1 2 3 4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
1-2-3-4
I love you
(I love you) I love you

HEAVY FLOW

wahhh. not kidding man. heavy flow heavy flow. for my wallet.
bought so much shit today. but its okay. because i be turning into a nerd until the end of may.
big problem is i still couldnt get pressies for all the may people!
im so so so sorry im such a failure ):
and i still couldnt find a nice dress for my cousin wedding
and i still couldnt find those bonds for nicolee wtf
and i still couldnt find a macbeth with modern version.
yes, what bullshit is this. i am studying macbeth again!

動聽的

謝霆鋒說：這個世界上一定有兩個人是注定的

這個世界上一定有兩個人是注定好的，配好的。無論你是500磅重還是怎樣，他喜歡你就是喜歡你，他愛你就一定會接受你! 到我死的時候，老婆(張柏芝)會是陪在我身邊的那個人。

ring ring ring!

so it's kind of like mufti today
and because my winter clothes are s t i l l not here. i have nothing to wear but hoodies and jeans.
it's up to a stage where i have to layer my tshirt to keep warm.
yep ive got a tshirt underneath this white.

but i couldnt allow myself to just walk out like some geek.

tiredness has made me lazy. (if you look at what i've been wearing since the first post) it's all trash. well guess it doesnt really matter when all you ever go is something down local.
still. i was in a hurry this morning
so i just pour my box of jewellery (not excatly) in my bag front pocket and wear them on the way to school.
i dont think many people notice
but it makes me happy for some reason.

and if you notice my about me bar on the left.
i was thinking of avatar when i did that pose.

HILLARY CHAN

A TRILLIAN SORRIES FOR BEING LATE
the late present
the last post
and everything else.

but i know you wont mind :)
because as long as i say what i mean
and you get to hear this
i think both of us;d be okay

so my dear
thanks heaps for being my roomate when i first came
it was too generous of you
i know i was terrible

i know i shouldnt be reminding you
but now that your 18
everyones says its a new chapter in life
i know your still in high school
but you know
you get to do a whole lot more with this number
so even this might sound really really cliche
just carpe diem you know.
cease the day.

no one can imagine how fast 18 years have gone by
i know im not there yet
but i dont think i will be able believe it by the time i get there
it's a a good start for new goals and etc
we shall ace our final years
and be the rich bitches in hk by the time we get twenty something
yes baby twenty something because we are too goofw
anyway ily and happy happy happy birthday

weights

hi. this is for you.
i said im not going to broadcast anything between us
but you are not replying me on msn
so im just going to write it here

i thought about writing you an email
but it just doesnt feel enough

okay.
so
it's not the nicest thing
im just trying to be more rational about this
ive had too many pain of losses
i cant allow myself to take more. i need to prevent them
so on a certain level
you and nic are equal
but
in a more irrational/emotional sense
you are indeed the most important person in my life
for too many reasons. life is basically incomplete without you.
i dont shit to make people feel better, you know that
and dont tell me it's okay it doesnt matter
because its not fucking okay and it does fucking matter
it's all too good to be true
there must be someone whos better than me
so much physically closer to you, smarter, better looking etc.
or maybe it has nothing to do with anybody
it might be that you just dont want to do it anymore
who knows
theres a lot of things i want to do with you
but will we get there?
one and a half year is not long, but definitely not short.
but whatever happens
and this has actually come across my mind for a lot of times
i just didnt say it. im not leaving.
i dont care if you show me all those other sides you try to hide
i dont care if ib takes over your life
im happy as long as you stay with me. okay?

good things happen when you least expect them

i didnt expect you to talk to me on msn last night
i didnt expect you even suggest skype
i didnt expect you to leave an offline message.



wheres the sun?

rawr rawr rawr

my happy find today in bigw haha.
the only downside is that it's a little too big for my liking.

time dedicated to u

I smell a familiar fragrance in the air
The breeze that blew around you now blows across to me, oooh
In my heart, maybe it was the light you made shine upon me
That light shields me from hurtful sorrows
Love you.... thinking of you now, I close my eyes again

I love you. If I could fill your two eyes
I love you. If I could show you my smiles
I could give you all the bright stars in the sky oooh
I love you. If I could show you my love
I love you. If you could teach me you heart
Id follow whatever you do
Love you, Love you, Love you
Forever

Im walking right behind you beneath the moonlight
Look at me a little more closely
Should I ask the clouds to let the rain fall for you once again
So I could hold on to your wet heart
Love you.... thinking of you now, I close my eyes again

I love you. If I could fill your two eyes
I love you. If I could show you my smiles
I could give you all the bright stars in the sky oooh
I love you. If I could show you my love
I love you. If you could teach me you heart
Id follow whatever you do
Love you, Love you, Love you
Only you



i dont watch boys over flowers. but this song is contagious.

chance

it's an awkward day for me
im getting all this ideas out of nowhere
it makes me feel magical.

if you love somebody, whether it's a best friend or a boyfriend or some other type.

and then, i tell you, there is around 6, 817, 394, 740 people in this world.

and then, i tell you, the chance of winning powerball is 1/195, 249, 053

does it make you feel, sort of funny?

does it make you wonder how that 1/6, 817,394, 740 came to you, and becomes important?



and this is not the only thing that popped up today.

im not ready for winter

missing report

around two to three rings have been claimed missing
ronnie cheung loves them to fuck death
one of them is even a vintage ring. another has a mirror. both very awesome.
so rings, please come back.

or else, i'll just get some new rings, like i just did.
to shiying: i found the leopard head in the same store but it turned out too big. fml. but i got a tiger head instead.

wd;orjwigho uwiotgfuthgtyo

i dont know how to put myself today besides i feel like shit.
my head is fucking heavy and im almost lurching

WHY ARE YOU THINKING SO MUCH?

maybe this whole thing shouldnt have started this way
maybe im just not the person for this kind of relationship
it makes me feel as though i have mental issues or something, you know?

lazy friday morning

well. i ditched aths carnival. because it's just so lame i'd wither.
the ''body clock'' made me woke up early and i couldnt go back to sleep. so i had coco pops for breakfast. and all i am doing now is looking at blogs etc. which is okay withering. but far from aths.
besides, i have so much to do later. im thinking of doing a hair mask, rofl. and bake muffins. and make some essay notes.
neways, i thought it'd be nice to have a inspirational friday.
these are some of my favorite archives.
bythway, the couple one. is my most beloved editorial of all time.

hey jeffrey. this is for you

you know. i just realised that
when im happy. theres more english and pictures and colours in this blog.


blog: hey ronnie
ronnie: yeah blog?
blog: i miss fashion.
ronnie: really?
blog: uh huh. i want to see skinny bitches.
ronnie: okay.
blog: and can you just type in english? its so boring to watch you type chinese.
ronnie: shut up blogger. you cant control me. even google has to move out of china.
blog: yeah but they moved to hong kong. haha!
ronnie: so you want me to speak guai lo? and put pictures and make this all colourful?
blog: yeah
ronnie: okay then im turning to tumblr, it's easier to quote pictures you know
blog: - -
ronnie: haha!


okay so you know. ive been typing in chinese. typing lot ta shit. and some people think im trying to get empathy or some shit. so now. that. my feelings and all that bullcrap is quite alright. cause someone is representing all you fuckloads to listen to me. i dont need to repeat the same here. so. its the comeback of skinny bitches and fancy cloths and gay cartoons and lala quotes and kickass videos and tormenting music. come back everyday :) love yall.

*slap slap*

ive been going on with the word cute all day. i think elsie wants to straggle me.


when all you think about is what you want to do with this somebody
it doesnt really make sense. you almost feel sick. but you still think, you cant really fucking help it.

i want to slap myself. and hit my head on the wall. 

but honestly, i really miss you. i miss your face. i miss your hug. i miss your height. i miss the way you look at me. i miss the way you pretend you dont care. i miss our conversations. i miss your skinny wiry arms.  diuuuu!


i think i need more pictures in this blog. it's getting boring.

i want to blast quotes and pictures today.

i like dese kind of quotes. you know, like you can see a picture in the words. it's interesting.

and um, yeah i actually wan na do that. you know.

a wun gut morning

so i thought chinese school is supposed to start today. but it didnt. when i got there. the gate was closed.
which really pissed me off because 1. i knew it starts next week the teacher told us becuase the website says its today 2. i couldve gone to camberwell market 3. i had to wake up early 4. i couldve gone somewhere for a better breakfast instead of some stupid bread
so my plan for this wun gut the morning is coffee and autumns concerto. woohoo.
and shiying if your reading this: sorry about nicolees pp. gone too far D:

兒時的附屬品

從前有小兩口  他們很愛大家 後來各自的生活把他們推得越來越遠
有一天 他們又走在一齊了 可是 女孩卻發現生活已經令彼此的席位留白了太久
就算她盡力的追 想趕到他身邊 他身邊已經有太多人周旋著 改寫他 佔去她本來的分量
女孩發現再也找不到以前的感覺 再回不了以前一樣的模式 男孩看著她的眼神 對她説話的口吻 統統不同了
不過她不打算告訴男孩 因爲男孩好像不太為意 況且轉變這難搞的東西 又不是什麽新鮮事
所以她告訴自己 男孩不能給女孩她想要的 不是問題 她可以續小在新的章節裏留下筆跡
這樣也許男孩會知道 女孩可以是活存的 再不會離開。






my new favourite.

給你

人就是矛盾的動物

你回來，我真的很快樂。
卻正正就是這個原因 我太不希望再一次失去你
我不要讓自己煩到你 也不敢有太多要求
所以 就算有多想你 有多希望你會主動來電 我也不會說出口
就算偶然會不滿 至少你還在 那就什麽都okay啦

就當我想太多

也許我只是缺了點信心 缺了點安全感
你的臉總比其他東西可信 因為他從來不說謊 說真的
從來就是很喜歡我們之間的交流
現在只聽見聲音 一點也不好玩

好了。 我說了，聽見了嗎？

lets survey on ronnie version 2.009

i imagined us painting your wall

lying on a beach with a cozy blanket and indie music

kissing in the rain :)

you on the stage playing drums on my favourite song

driving a truck without a destination. (update: as in driving those hilux/ ute type of car)

you do the interior design for our house. (update: simply means putting a house together. a desk, a bed, paint)

take good pictures of us and put them up on the wall

when i wake up the first thing i see is you


i had alot of dreams with them

crazy night in a hotel room-

hippie van ; booze & music.

travel world.





it's probably true that. people grow away from fantasies.
i was looking at my old posts. and realized that i havent been thinking about these things for quite a while. they still seem very nice.
to people who still hold enough imagination for things: record them now.

new name

one bar of 999k gold for whoever knows the meaning behind
bonus blings for whoever knows the meaning behind the previous one :)



by the way. someone tell me ways to kill people without leaving traces?

嘴巴

這幾天怪怪的
幾乎沒有靈感寫部落格，連title也起不了
找不到要埋怨的東西吧 - -

唯一可以埋怨的就是就算想把東西寫下來 也變啞吧了
突然像文盲一樣 詞不達理

老實說 這個禮拜 可不是沒有討厭的事情
只是 快樂 總可以令人輕鬆的對待問題
上學 突然覺得不可惡
所有東西 都變得還可以

再不要鑽牛角尖的聼音樂





這樣下去就好了 :)


clt: 薛凱琪 甜蜜蜜
好喜歡裏面那個HEY 哈哈 - -

病了

也懶得去想穿什麽 反正只是去飲茶和超市而已
那件星星外套我幾乎十世紀未穿過 不過總覺得款色有點像日本潮牌會出的東東

沒有你的KTV很乏味

今天整天都有點不在狀態，呆呆的。
如果這次辜負了你，那很抱歉。這是日記，不是街拍。
我不是什麽明星，重用東西是必然的。(而且我大部分日子都會用那個包包，除了背包，他是唯一一個能承受大牛龜相機的重量)
還有，早就說我是胖子。

我就是很在意別人怎麽看我。

助理：那什麽才是女人的條件啊

夏和杰：記好了，條件分很多種，但絕對沒有十全十美的女人。一般來説好了，
漂亮的不下廚，下廚的不溫柔，溫柔的沒主見，有主見的沒女人味，
有女人味的會亂花錢，不會亂花錢的不會打扮，會打扮的不放心，放心的，肯定不能看。
反過來說，男人也一樣，有才華的長的醜，長的帥的不會賺錢，會賺錢的不顧家，
顧家的沒出息，有出息的不浪漫，浪漫的靠不住，靠的住的，肯定是個窩囊廢。
所以說，擁有兩種條件以上的女人，就算是好女人了。三種以上就算是極品了。

助理： (一大堆廢話後)

夏：知不知道同時擁有四種以上挑戰的女人，就做什麽。叫做挑戰。

EUNICE!

ily x 10000000 :D

比説謊貼切的

this is a new chapter.

不知道從那裏來的神奇力量
今天 突然覺得是一個新的開始
沒有陽光的心情 反而平靜 安然

可能這陣子有很多想做的事
決心給了上章一個句號

請緊記這一天
這一天 雖然天氣不算太晴朗 但你依然抱著正面的心情
這一天 你靈感足以填滿幾個足球場
這一天 你竟然沒有一秒想過你需要咖啡因的補助
這一天 你開了一個flickr http://www.flickr.com/photos/ronnieech/ (哈哈 總要賣個關子吧)
這一天 你拍了你人生中的第一副衣櫥日記照
這一天 你有了一個新的學習對象


而這是所謂的人生中的第一副衣櫥日記照

打個比喻

if you were a computer
and you know that virus is slowly consuming you
and the virus is a real badass one
making you lag, making you freeze, making you unable to function properly
and not even super anti virus software and do anything about
and the only thing you can do to stop the disfunctioning is to restart everything, trash all the files, everything

would you restart?
or would you just let the virus get you until you offically die, because what's in the computer, files and everything is the most important thing?

捨小就大

悉尼這一趟真來得好

不知道怎麽了 到達的第一天感覺自己像個大鄉里到城裏去一樣
我從來沒感覺過自己跟世界那麽脫節 跟不上節奏 跟不上趨勢
墨爾本讓我懶惰了 鬆懈了
差點忘記自己目標自己在世界的方位

shiying, im going to a wardrobe diary. 我沒有修長的腿 五光十色的衣櫃 只有苯笨的呆臉 和 厭悶的平價貨 but it's okay, because it's not like a fashion blog where people show off what they've got. it's just like a journal, to record the day, the feelings, the occasion, a picture speaks a thousand words. 還有，去警惕自己，不可以懶惰，妝容主要的purpose不是給人欣賞批評的，是對自己的一個交待。if you don't treat yourself the way you want to be treated, don't expect others to do so.

心酸

真可笑 可能放假吧 你的回憶在跟我問好呢
剛巧你又回來 感覺怪怪的

赦下忙碌的後遺症就是那種半凝固的狀態
工作總是會讓人硬起來 變堅固 像盔甲一樣 不讓東西打垮自己
停了就會溶解 柔柔的 almost vulnerable.
也許 別人說‘女人是水做的’不是在說我們愛哭 而是剛剛說的狀況而已
半凝固 就好像 麻痹最後的幾個小時 知覺正回來 不過還未能適應 遊遊蕩蕩的

怎麽所有東西都慢慢在回來了
前幾天突然找不到眼鏡 便像個瞎子的在家裏走來走去 突然想起夜市那晚
本來不再戴的那些手鐲 突然又開始在戴

我在想 在認識的人裏面 有幾多個真的認識我呢
我 好像跟所有人都越來越遠了。
誰知道 我越來越不懂向前走 越來越容易被自己的感情出賣 全敗露
我竟然差點想在火車裏哭，搞笑吧。

fml. i want this.

i've always loved nikes in one colour. xgirl was mouthwatching but it got a bit overrated around dance school. the nylon crossover one was epic they had neon colours but than only sold in us and europe. and this time it came with something cuter, inspired by macaroons! the colours are more spring than ones before. personally i like the pink. so nicolees would you like a pair of blues? oh i wish you are going to europe this holi instead of the last one than you could get it in colette in paris!!!

''LIKE"

最近迷上了中長微捲髮和長裙。
recently in love with wavy mid length hair and long dresses.

態度

從來都不是tavi的粉絲
雖然天馬行空不過可穿性很低
就算穿得下 也免不了徒人的目光 她不介意是她的事
所以 ： 我很小看她的blog，幾乎不看

在某blog看到左圖
ey? 出奇地不怪誕
縱然 她的風格跟我一點也不吻合
不過籃調配紅格襪子 加上grunge tee 和 chucky heels 科學地有趣呢 帥氣的可愛 而且也不用左披右搭 ＊點頭＊
這個可以學學，不過紅格襪子就不了 （那可是畫龍點睛之處呢！）

不說衣服
那個銀籃色頭髮only 已經殺死人 現在好像多了淺頭髮的人highlight呢 粉藍 粉紅 蘋果綠 好靚 好靚 好靚 不過我們黃種人只會換來阿婆印象吧 - - 更何況爸媽是不會批准的 學校也不會 好吧 year 12 to do: bleach then colour. 不知道會不會好看 不好看大不了 染番深色 整dip dye (留意日本street style會明白) 又漂又染會很傷 理不了 一生人總要試一次哈哈

反叛

反叛 近排的是泰國紅衫軍 引起最大爭議的是八十後 印象深刻的是英國龐克

三個有兩個 都是年輕人幹的好事
大人們怎麼了
到底是我們無後顧能站起來 還是我們愚未而已

在學校鬧了場風波 問題不是我到底做了甚麼
而是為何會鬧到如此田地
在某個方位 T老師你比我還幼稚 把事情都發給其他老師 初中生講是非嗎
現在 你影響到我 以及我極度重視的 要明白我不是那種會坐以待斃的
你是老師又如何 還不是九流那種
你現在很得意收服了我吧 要珍惜得意的時光喔 這可能是暴風雨的前夕 （沒那麼嚴重啦 。）

needs versus wants

in year 9 commerce i learnt one thing
needs and wants
shit, i've nearly forgotten my commerce teacher name
but of course i do
mr somerville.
anyway
needs and wants
are one essential question when it comes to whether you should do something that costs something or not
in a sense
i think i need shopping
in another, i dont.
it's funny. i thought i dont. so there was this week. when i never really entered shops because australian shops are so shit in general anyway. and i was broke. and i had work.
but of course i cracked.
last night.
when i was meant to study for the accounting test.
i went to ONLINE STORES.
and yeah. i browsed and browsed. i knew i wasnt doing the right thing.
but i felt that i NEED to look at clothes at that time
how sad of me. still did okay in accounting thou.
and whats even more sad is that. today i wagged school. sort of
it wasn't really wagging. just escaping from atheletics heats. pfft.
and went to kmart. HAHA i felt funny. but i was thinking of buying this sweatshirt.
and do something wang inspired. but the one i saw before WAS GONE. and there was no sweatshirts similar?!
and the reason i went before is because my mom had to get vaccum cleaner. so i was just wondering around.
it was supposed to be this normal sweatshirt for plus size people and it was on sale so it was cheap so i would be happy to cut and do stuff on it and even i ruin it i wouldnt be sad.
yeah. and it was grey. one of my favourite colour. lawl.
and i was like depressed. because i saw eason chans wife hillary tsui wearing something similar. of course not the same shit but same sweatshirt story. and i was just pointing the picture with my brain HEY I WAS GOING TO WEAR IT LIKE THAT!
then i went to this shop next to kmart. and i saw this chanel tweed inspired jacket coat whatever you call it.i remember there should be this special term but i forgot. and it wasnt anything high brand. not even mid brand. and quality wasnt even that good. and it was. 70 i think. which is around 490hkd. are you kidding me? i can get something better for the same price in zara or something. no actually zara would cost 900 i think. but thats not important. because the thing i really dislike is how cheap shits are so unreasonable.
haha. so thats what i did today.

ABCDEFG...QRSTUVARIATIONS

RAD BY RAD HOURANI

輕

今天心情挺好的
幾乎是十年難遇的
看著堆積如山的功課我也只懂打呵欠做反應
哈 太放鬆了吧

怪怪的 今天唯一能煽動我喜怒的 就是一張張的時裝照 一本本的雜誌
看到 邊問自己 創作的腦細胞跑到哪了 爛到通的學校課程 令textiles課變成了小工藝班
真的笑死人 很想動手做點東西 不過忙忙的 排隊也不到她吧

前幾天發覺原來以前的randomness是超有用的
買了harpers bazaar 讀著alexander mcqueen 最後的訪問
上一個collection (很阿凡達那個) inspiration 是來自電影裏的外星人
他說想把模特兒的腳變得像外星人的腳一樣就做出那種龍蝦鞋咯
哈哈 當然事情並不是那麽容易 不過出發點很相似嘛

嗯 對了 方大同的狂潮很好聽
今天也覺得蘇打綠的交響夢特別好聽

很想把不穿的衣服都賣掉 不過ebay一大堆的字令人看完會昏頭
死人camberwell market 干麽要full booking 讓我七月回來才動手

怎麽這個post好像我在跟自己説話 nicolee 一定是我看你多了

笑柄

星期天 病了
惡惡混混的一個long weekend
很多東西得去做也變得懶惰
連轉個身 吃東西也懶
曾經再某個地方聽過 ‘你的日子如何，你的力量也必如何’
好像是盧覓雪的
其實也不太清楚解釋 （麻煩解籤）
不過跟今天幸然還在活動的腦細胞好配

其實一直都知道自己寫的 多會成為笑柄
如果我能把想到的垃圾變成美麗的藝術就好
難得感情能被專重

這個世界太物質主義了吧

還沒好好的感受
雪花綻放的氣候
我們一起顫抖
會更明白什么是溫柔
還沒跟你牽著手
走過荒蕪的沙丘
可能從此以后學會珍惜
天長和地久
有時候有時候
我會相信一切有盡頭
相聚離開都有時候
沒有什么會永垂不朽
可是我有時候
寧愿選擇留戀不放手
等到風景都看透
也許你會陪我看細水長流

還沒為你把紅豆
熬成纏綿的傷口
然后一起分享
會更明白相思的哀愁
還沒好好的感受
醒著親吻的溫柔
可能在我左右
你才追求孤獨的自由
有時候有時候
我會相信一切有盡頭
相聚離開都有時候
沒有什么會永垂不朽
可是我有時候
寧愿選擇留戀不放手
等到風景都看透
也許你會陪我看細水長流

有時候有時候
我會相信一切有盡頭
相聚離開都有時候
沒有什么會永垂不朽
可是我有時候
寧愿選擇留戀不放手
等到風景都看透
也許你會陪我看細水長流



麻木的好幾天

感覺好像不喜歡的，都做齊了
喜歡的，一點也沒碰過

連聼歌的心情也沒有
有時耳朵好像被block住了
腦袋想個氣球，滿了，卻是空空的。

很想找個人靜靜坐下來，聼我，安撫我，給我一個擁抱。

不是你的，沒有義務去做，你也不好意思問。