life is full of surprises

-i am so not prepared for romeo and juliet exam tomorrow
-and im not getting through any of the factorisation even i spent like the entire 2-4 hours (with zero distraction) trying
-that girl nicole wanted to slap did something unexpected today, i wanted shout ''lol'' so hard
-i didnt meet who i wanted to meet unexpectedly
-i found balenciaga bags in a red cross shop but the sales couldn't tell if they were real. the bags looked real and they were 30aussie dollars only, but i still didnt buy them.
-i was wearing a bow headband, i felt lovely like a candy girl in red and white plaid dress
-i lost my right contact this morning, idk what happended to it
-these tights!

i miss mr phillips

“Most human beings have an almost infinite capacity for taking things for granted.”
— Aldous Huxley

i still found brave new world too interesting. i should try read it one day.

you know what? im starting to forget names. this scares me.

my current food obsession

BREAKFAST- yes i must admit breakfast has always been my favourite meal. i just never get a chance to indulge it in hong kong because i was always busy ''getting prepared to go out''. my mom would never be bothered even she makes the best food in the world and my maid can never win my heart on food. but since they have continental breakfast here everyday i wouldnt mind serve my obsession. so far i've been addicted to coco pops because it reminds me of my sister :)) and pancakes! they are always good. im getting sick of the drinks eek. hahaah NIPPYS!

GREEN TEA LATTE - this is the best shit over carmel macchiato (my previous starbucks must) love it. even the ones in langham place were served in layers (syrup, milk, coffee, green tea powder... lol yeah im not fucking with you) they are so addictive, i bet they put cocaine in it as well :P

HONEY WITH YOGURT- yeah. i dont know i just like it.

red bull- i must confess that i miss my caffaine in the morning days. i always show up to homeroom with red bull / crappy canned coffee. they make me feel energetic in the morning. i felt like I HAD TO listen to electronic in the morning :DDD

the darjeeling limited

awesome movie that makes me wanna go to india for road trip instead of europe
j'adore the cute french song in the credits
first time i heard it was paris activity week presentation, hahh lucien was singing along

journal

wouldn't it be nice if you get to have a cup of coffee in your hands
and a nice comfy couch to relax during a counselling session?

i mean
their so called mission is to make you happy
and i thought caffaine makes you hyper... so thats kinda like happy right?
and a nice couch, duh i wouldn't even wanna leave then.


the counseller told me to write a journal
i told her i didn't want to write
in fact, i hate writing, holding a pen bores me, dont ask me why
except for planning and brainstorming i dont know
i didn't tell her i have a blog
cause it just feels awkward discussing a y-generation subject with a lady that obviously came from the x-generation

but this is what im doing
i think what she meant when she told me the purpose of writing a journal
is like
releasing the bad blood in artieries and veins, dont ask me how i remember all these crap

i didn't do much today
i didn't study
i didnt do much
time past really quick today for no particular reason
these are called my confused days
i do random things while i try to figure out whats going on in my life
i wonder why most people i know dont do that
it is just me that find life confusing and needs time to figure it out?

i argued that it is such a waste of time to study and work yourself on things you dont need
who would actually how to do mapping when you grow up?
who would actually remember the taxes and acts involved causing the seperation of america and britain?
who would actually remember how to use matrices?

(please remember there are exceptions, like if you wanna be a math teacher duh you need matrices, but im not okay)

let me put it this way
it's like you buy things you dont need
you spent time and a little bit of effort (carring it home) but you dont use it
they end up dusted under your bed

so you study on things you're not really interested in and not some potential career
you spent time and work youself
a few years later you probably wont remember them anymore.

okay whats the point

enjoy the privilage of having education?
enjoy the process of learning?


i wouldn't mind enjoy the process of learning when it's actually fun (so you enjoy) but when it's not enjoyable. yeah .

:(

i really really really really wanna go to the lv exhibition!

im sorry i really dont get this

i love chanel. i really do, itt's too classy you have to like it. but i really dont get the luxury of buying these instead of those green wilson.

just life.

i dont think anyone is aware that i have tags
like i tag my posts with subjects
and i have one called just life
and recently i've been having alot of posts with just life
it's more dominant than fashion now

but then
life really has been an ordinary life more than fashion these 2 weeks
i've been working hard so i dont think about home

but my dad's text this evening totally doomed me
i felt like a torpedo hitted my heart
sorry i tend to describe things with stuff i studied around exams
i rmb we used something about science last year
me and yong had a huge laugh about it
hah

going back about my dad's text.
you guys know that im coming bak for term 3
and he said if i want to go bak to melb sept 20
wtf thats like staying in hk for just one week
we have like a month holiday
wtf
and then i just fell apart again.
fuck took me awhile to recover now they are tearing me apart again
i think
if im really staying for one week
i'd really kill myself or something
im not kidding. i dont get why are they doing this to me

p.s. i love you

this is my third time watching this movie. still adorable, and my ears had been flirting with this song.

cold heart

since last friday i felt like i haven't stopped moving
i was always doing something
so time just slipped away like that

i still couldn't figure out what wayne would like to recieve for his birthday
i thought about getting him some gayish color tshirt
one- he can pull it off
two- it's a lame joke
three- i can actually afford something like that

but since he's such a shopaholic
i dont want my gift to end up somewhere in his closet then the garbage
so no.


i really don't know.
maybe i should just do a card
:/

ah.


and i get this imagery vision
like me and exams on a beach
im just like walking towards it
and it's running towards me
oh my god thats so creepy
im sorry, that was inspired by beloved jeffrey


geoffrey was right about i couldnt actually survive in a girls school
because all i think about is boys now
haha no thats a joke.
but yes
i like hanging out with boys
like
boys have things girls dont hav
as in personality not anatomy
boys are often straight foward and more like ''dont give a shit''
i very much appriciate that attitude
and i think thats how me and ben became best friends
since he's very onto the two qualities

i really love muisc with no lyrics nowadays
it's too soothing im addicted

and by the way
this blog really shows alot
i said to shiying
like
who actually cares about me

i remembered that
when i left aishk everyone was like
ohmygod ronnie im gonna miss you
and see how many people left here checking this blog
i mean
if there is this friend i really get good along with
i'd totally check his blog out everyday
but if that dude is just someone to have fun with
seriously would you bother. no

so im more like a person to have fun with then like
you know, soulmates
but oh well
i like this blog
it's a like a subconcious human experiment

til now
i dont really give a shit about my untitled blog
i think i should talk to that person
instead of praying they will be able to read it by chance


maybe it's that i turned my heater off
today seemed a bit colder than usual.


-ronnie cheung

untitled

im sorry, im in a desperate mood of bursting out things i wanted to tell you for a long time.
and in here, 'you' applies to alot of people. so one of the yous might be you.

1. i wish you hadn't let go.
2. you're such a [single minded hypocritical materialistic need-anger-management ] in conclusion: stupid bitch.
3. i wonder what would it be like if we were still best friends.
4. i wish you weren't that busy so we can talk all day.
5. i am scared of the fact that you will die before i do.
6. you will be my best friend for life. i know that as a fact because you will always be the one who support me no matter what. even the things you say doesn't really solve the problem, i like having your accompany.
7. the last time we went out you asked me if i really do love you. and i said yes. but i was unsure. will you still talk to me like now if i tell you the truth?
8. i wonder if i wasn't around, would we be as close?


---updated may 25---

i have decided that since i've spilled half of the secrets, i might as well spill the full.
maybe part of the reason is that i want to experiment human feelings, including myself.
another is that life is too short to keep things to yourself, what if that person dies tomorrow and you will never get the chance to tell them anymore.

1. luke
2. li ann. i dont think i care whether she will be mean to me after this. im not really into being inside bitch.
3. angela
4. johnson
5. mom
6. ben
7. willy
8. nicole


trial one: after i finished typing down names
im feeling really scared yet excited now. like a little girl getting her first test results back.

trial two: after 2-3 hours
i wonder if people have read those yet, i wonder what they are thinking. i dont want to lose some of them.

i'd rather surprise you than impress you

yup.


reason is,
you can look pretty cliche in trends, especially when they get overrated
seriously, who would turn around and look at you now if you wear those jeggings or latex?

i've been blogging a month or so
at first
i was very fascinated by all those clothes people can put together
i was like, wow, never thought of that!

but as i blog more, i realize some are simply cliches, quite boring actually even theyre nice
and of course there are good ones, which is stunning yet innovative

and if i were to choose between two
i'd rather be interesting more than just nice
i dont mean im going wear a hello kitty mascot suit on the street, fo sho people will turn around
but, yeh you get it
because there are too many perspectives in nice
and like vivienne westwood said, 'because it's fun!'

horny apparel

i always love american apparel stuff
simple pieces with cool designs
but that boss is pretty pervy so the photos of models wearing the clothes are sometimes quite sexual
and at times the clothes are like sex costume as well

ya get wut i mean?

my awesomes forever

something i cant believe is still happening
nicolee still tagging me on her notes :)
shiying still reading my blog: your comment, even it's not funny it gave me a very big smile.
willy still talking to me frequently on msn :)

wtf ben havent called/msned for like nearly 3 weeks
i sent a ''postcard'' (in fact a photo of us hahahahhaha) to him hopefully hes not dead

and SHIT nicole and me are not having the same long weekend!
we just found out yesterday i was damn pissed.
i was shouting at her :( sorry nicole but i felt kinda doomed cause i was worried i'll have nowhere to sleep
but it's good now im sleeping in my friends place in doncaster which is even further away from the city than burwood.
uh this is kinda crap
but good i got a place to sleep
and her guardian didnt charge me


going out to the city today to do studying :)
must say starbucks is the best place to study
uhh fuck bringing me all these good times flashbacks again
yeh me and ben used to take our laptops there and just work or study
one i really rmbed was working on math assignment, i think i got a pretty good mark because of him hhaha
two was the design expo i had to make everyone pofile shit that was pretty fun as well
and starbucks reminded me of the tumbler you gave me, it's cracked again :)
but i kept it safe :)
lol we bond from caffaine hhahaah
this is pretty cool



and wtf yesterday power got cut off man it totally ruined my routine i couldnt get on to studying :O
my mom called me after power was back on, funny i wasnt really in that sarcastic tone anymore, i guess i've accepted the truth im here and im full on my original motive: dream ,art , future.
and like yesterday was supposed to be my half relax day so i can just surf around but i ended up doing sudoku
mygod i found it so funnn again
i used to play with jeffrey on msn alllll the time it was so fun
lolololololol
heheh
yeh i gtg.
that it for today . im in a pretty good mood cause when i woke up i was listening to bossa nova and then i had a comfy brekky yeh lol.
im getting easier easily amused. fuck lol.
hahaahh.
i feel gay. happyy weee.
oh now im thinking about jasper


HAHAHAH


IM MISSING EVERYONE.

about me this very moment

recently-
im very into
pancakes and strawberry milk.
explosions in the sky.
silence.

i dislike
noisy environment
a single minded hypocrite in my bh

im being a
nerd
light sleeper

ive been
sick
studying quite hard
putting on that mask

i feel
tired
empty

my lover

i was looking at the photobooth strips of andy warhol
and i thought, hmm, how often does he do it?
i guess he just do it whenever he feels like it
you know what, im gonna do that too

this is going to be fun
even it's just me on the strip :)

back to life

i felt disgusting because of my sickness i didnt bother to shower yesterday
so i woke up early and had a pretty long shower today
it was a good shower, showers are always good :)
and i went down to had, guess what, PANCAKES
yes, my favourite breakfast :)
i love pancakes, so gonna add it in my about me. haha
and i wish i can go pancakes with strawberry milk
they are so much nicer than chocolate milk
yup.

karma got me

i know i mentioned about my plan to fake sick today
but today i'm actually sick
runny nose
sore shoulders and back
blocked ears
and a feeling that i have thick pasty soup bubbling in my head

i went to sick bay the first 4 classes
but then with the nurse encouragement and my own motivation
(in going to english so i can get something out of boring romeo and juliet)
i went to period 5 and 6

the nurse told me to go to class, why?
cause she thinks im faking the symtoms,
yeah
im seeing that school counsellor and she said she'll tell the nurse and head of bh about it
just to have an eye on me
right.
on faking sick?
like yeah the head of bh came to talk to me and ask me is it just that i dont feel like going to school
she knows nothing about me
and i was just thinking while i was ''smiling'', can you get out of here? i need my rest.



fuck.
this is not doing any good.
being sick around exams is never a good thing.
i just realized.
i dont think i've ever been sick around exams
and yeh i feel kind of hopeless now
cause nothing is really processing through my brain
besides the really easy brain tasks: like this.
just typing what i feel like.


i was just reading blogs and im not getting anything out of it. not like i do all the time.
but just than i was just scrolling down the page with a blank mind, not even thinking.

wouldn't it be be nice if we can all have a moment like this?

pictures

There was a young man. He was wearing a grey wrinkled suit sitting on the bus stop. He was holding a picture frame, he rested his head on the frame and blinked. He saw cars moving vertically, and he wondered why can't truths be turned around so easily.
'She looked beautifully in this picture. ' a woman said.
The young man looked up and saw a woman in her mid ages. He could see two shallow creases below her cheeks, and a few next to her smiling eyes.
'Yes mam, she was beautiful. She had always been beautiful.'

tbc-

if you know me well enough, you'll know why i like this photo

i am wasting time

this is 8 in the morning
and i think im supposed to get ready to school
but thinking about having to wear the uniform makes me feel really lazy
i think i'm going to fake sick someday this week
but i think im kinda getting sick
cause im having runny nose. hahah my nose is running.

so i was reading blogs like old folks reading the paper this morning
i had my chocolate and raisin toast.
and i see things scattering all over the floor
i dont think i really care.

myabe i do because i'll get gated
haha.

i feel really random
because i dont wanna go to school.

and i think i really miss luke now
recently alot of things have reminded me of him
the juno movie, art 09, this is pretty screwed up
i wish i can at least talk to him or something

i wish i can wear jeans and tshirt to school

blahhhhhhhhh, school sucks.



i was watching beavis and butthead. and it was pretty funny.
everyone should watch it.

okay i really gotta go.
hahahah
bye.

HOLY MAMA THIS IS THE COOLEST SHIT I'VE EVER SEEN IN BLOGS.

shit man this is so on my to do list now.

guess who?

pathetic

i've been thinking alot about the word 'mad' lately

mad rabbits
madhatter
maddy


and i've gone mad, i think.
til now i still struggle to accept the truth that i'm changing
and i have absolutely no control over it.
shit.

evidence-

today i have laughed the hardest laughter ever since i came here, with those new friends
i laughed so hard my stomach ache
oh yes, they made me laugh
something they have not done before
quite impressive.

we had to bend our back, look down and turn for 6-7 circles
then run along the corridor
it was wicked
you must see the video
everyone was falling to the side while they ran
it was hilarious,
and i, without much coordination and balance, tend to fall on the ground in a early stage
i never made to the end of corridor
haha. it was quite fun.


having fun and laughing hard here is not meant to happen to me.
if so
i must be changing
and to an extend
i will be apart with my actual friends
we wil be distant
personalities and alikeness does an important role in close friends
and im losing it.
or am i not?

i told you im confused.
if my words have confused you, thats because i am actually confused too.

ronnie what were you thinking?

when i was standing in front of stacks of magazines in the london airport
i couldn't decide what to buy, and i wasn't even in a rush
how stupid, i chose glamour, fullstop
when they are so many much better magazines standing next to it, i chose glamour.
i was half holding the bazaar but i put it back.

okay i regret. obviously her photoshoot was stunning. alexa chung.
and it's not in my collection, i've missed out.

you're the cheese to my macaroni

i must say i had the weirdest day ever since i came this school
i got a lot of new experiences today

1. i had a lunch buffet in docklands
i had never been to dockland, rarely been to a lunch buffet, and i had never had buffet in australia, not that i remember.

2. i was walking in heels
i need to praticing more high heels walking, to hide the pain, to walk as if the shoes are made for you.

3. i didn't wear much eyeliner
normally it's framing but today it's just upper. i'm doing this more often now, just to let my eyes to have a rest?





i really miss watching juno. the acutual story and how the movie had related to many parts of my good times. ohmygod i really do love the movie. and i love the good times related even more. ohmy god i love it so much i wrote the same thing twice, LOL.

i made a header! like it? comment please, though it only requires very beginner skills. i put some time and effort on it :))


-ronnie.

i'm in the navy

i just found this label called Miss T, i really like the style, it's very me. it basically has all the pieces i've been dreaming for.

and remember i said i've started dress making lately and i'm working on this jumpsuit, it looks something like this.

linger

i really like movie soundtracks
because they've been selected by pros
so they cannot go wrong

twilight, juno and the notebook had been my favourites

marie antoinette is my new love
haha surprisingly there's a song called hong kong gardens, cute :)

also theres one called avril 14th by aphex twin. it's very comforting.

i really dig the cropped tshirt

everybody knows trends come and go
and i've always been wondering whens midriffs gonna come back
i find that trend pretty fascinating.
and it did, well 80%
people put the reveal part up a little bit, so you dont see their ugly belly buttons whatsoever.
anyway, i really dig that

DIANA F+

i've been craving for this since the start of last year.






deluxe kit: $2000 hkd. gonna start saving from next month. to be purchased by the end of the year :D

what a depressed fashion blog

haha this is must be the most innovative idea ever.
but thats what i've realized my blog had turned out to be
50% dominated by fashion and 50% dominated by my depressed writing

okay, i aint depressed today. and hopefully i wont be tomorrow
textiles class is really getting me going
i hope i do textiles everyday, that's surely sweeter than any chocolate on earth

im getting alot of ideas recently on altering my unwanted clothes
it's making me really excited

and with the slr camera coming in a month or so, i'm going to start some fashion photography

the campus isn't that special but i think i'll get the most out of it

wish me luck :)

so sick

homesickness is taking me to torturebed
i feel confused and numb.

the noise around me is disturbing me in every little measure
i couldn't take any screams or doors banging
i feel like i miss a beat in my heart if i hear any


i curled up on my bed and wonder what happened and why is it happening to me

i put hope on a total stranger. thinking he could be my coffee buddy like ben did, or just someone to have fun with. but it was hung to high. at the end it fell and turned into despair.
stupidity.

i'm in love

i wonder if this outfit is actually designed for me or something. i have always played up the edgy funky cute kind of style. i've been craving for chain necklaces. and i've doing the bright shoes dark clothes combo. i love it, adorable. see blog here.

lady gaga make up tutorial

i have always kept an eye on this vietnam blogger called ricebunny

from her first smoky eyes tutorial til now, i love her innovations.

see tutorial here.

aussie, aussie, aussie, OI! OI! OI!

just trying to get familar with australian brands

found some inspirations :)

but do you guys realize that my inspirations have very distinctive features?

if so, gotta tell me. i know i got a little thing for blazers and high waisted skirts as well.

Ellery

Ant!podium

Zambesi

Manning Cartell

Dion Lee

Arnsdorf

Camilla and Marc

all pictures from vogue.com.au

i have a thing for dresses

ily chole :)

nisha foo read this.

the ugly side of the "environmentally friendly" water.

In Fiji, a state-of-the-art factory spins out more than a million bottles a day of the hippest bottled water on the U.S. market today, while more than half the people in Fiji do not have safe, reliable drinking water. Which means it is easier for the typical American in Beverly Hills or Baltimore to get a drink of safe, pure, refreshing Fiji water than it is for most people in Fiji.

read more from sarah.

saltwater room

owl city is still so mouth watering
gotta highfive that with angela

so few things on my agenda

1. post impressionism essay on van gogh's cafe terrance at night;; i must confess i suck at describing the elements etc even that piece is ever so common

2. english news report; on tiger woods coming to melbourne. like i care, pfft.

3: my mom's and bunny's bday. bunny gonna get a surprise!

4. textiles; 3 drawings to be done. hmm got a feeling i'm improving. I SERIOUSLY AM! so. damn. proud. cannot be happier. yay!



and just want to make a few statements.

a. i wet my pants- precisely my uniform. didnt actually pee. it's simply that spill water cliche.

b. paper planes- ohhhhhhhh good times. videos.

c. PAD THAI- i tend to order pat thai everytime i go eat out thai with my family. it reminds me of year 8 camp. good times again.

d. wake me up before you go-go -- oh the first time i listened to this song was camp presentation last year. lol lucien was such a cutie he was singing along! hhahaah. good times.





lol i miss going to concerts so much! click five and live n loud was faaaannnntastic.
sorry i'm babbling so much.
i've been like that since shiying talked to me on msn last night. lol it was a really hyped up chat eek
so yeah i've started pinning fabric with pattern now. looking forward to my jumpsuit/romper. it's not for babies. gosh.

-ronnie

BUT NOW I FUCKING LOVE YOU!

taylor momsen has been my darling for awhile.
adore her style, her hair and make up is dream
talented fifteen, wish i can be like her :/

so recently she formed a band called PRETTY RECKLESS.
i love the name! they are touring with the veronicas (my favourite band or something like a few years ago, didn't like the second album)
and they realeased a demo, which i found pretty good, gives me this makes-you-wanna-jump-on-the-bed-and-scream feeling.

download here :)

and credit to shiying on my cool list

muji pen and math exercise book

i quite like it, it's better than my normal drawings.

obviously the norms are blinding.

more screams.

under nicole's influence: i'm offically addicted to 方大同

forever 21: in japan.

i need to go back to hong kong: matthew williamson for h&m HELLO?

science test: today. not prepared. ... but i guess i did okay.

usb: lost last monday. not returning - super high pitch -

exams: coming up start of june.

long weekend: luna park, nicole & her sweetheart, jaydon and more yay.

-r

50 THINGS-

oh dear i miss mitchell davis.

ah ha, since i have 25 mins left to 11;00. i'll do it.

1) i've gotten over my rawr trademark.
2) i have australian size 8 bust, size 10 waist, size 12 hip. haha
3) i like andy warhol since i was in year 6.
4) i have no talent whatsoever in writing essays
5) i'm really in to fashion
6) and photography
7) and make up art
8) and even i like art, i cant draw for shit.
9) i like being alone.
10) but i always love my friends
11) i can be hyper in front of my friends
12) i tend to act all quiet and serious if i dont know you well
13) i'm thinking about popcorn right now.
14) i look greatly foward to my future.
15) i wish doraemon can come to life.
16) i'm listening to bob dylan right now.
17) jay chow's songs all sound so similar.
18) hello kitty is cool.
19) i have 5 piercings on my ears.
20) the cartillage ones annoy me at times.
21) i can't wear skinny jeans
22) i want to grow taller.
23) i wear contacts.
25) eyeliner and waistbands has become parts of my anatomy.
26) i like hip hop :)
27) i hate australia
28) sports is not really my thing
29) i have a sister. she's not cool. lolz.
30) i'm a pescetarian. like i'm vegetarian but i eat fish and seafood.
31) i have no intention to eat when i'm out.
32) i like thinking.
33) i dont type properly. kinda like the chopstick way but not excatly.
34) i cannot live with my ipod.
35) music tell you alot of my mood.
36) phone is quite important. but i dont nessesary use it everyday.
37) slr cameras are rad.
38) man being gentle (not gay, gentle) makes me laugh at times.
39) i hate flights.
40) i have a huge magazine collection.
41) i have a huge accesories collection.
42) i dont like watching tv.
43) i read self improvement books. lol.
44) i really like hong kong.
45) i like caffaine. coffee, red bull. yeah!
46) not really into soda.
47) i have a polaroid camera. it's my treasure.
48) i lose things pretty easily.
49) i can type chinese, WOOHO.
50) i hate overrated trends.


hoooooo. just in time.

AAAHHHHH!! NICOLEE READ THIS!

NIKE x NYLON SNEAKERS
ohmyfuckinggosh i've been waiting so long.
dude, FRIGGIN GORGEOUS?!

childish brain.

i have this friend
she likes to dream talk at times
ha, that kwak.

the talk is often impractical
yet has its potential

i get carried away by some of those talks
they always sound so ideal

once her mom said her
'don't just say it, you have do it.
it's useless if you're only talking about.'

i really like fashion
and photography,
and make up art.

you can tell alot about someone by his/her fashion.
you can capture "impossible to reproduce" moments in photography.
you can manipulate a person through the make up. their personality, their identity, their emotion..


i never thought about starting early
perhaps at heart, i'm just like that friend
but i think i'm going to start now.
i need to, i want to feel my importance again.

when i was little, i get really annoyed whenever my dad wanted to take photos of us. we had to stand straight and fake a smile.

plus, i never get that big bulky black machine.

when i first got my own camera, i started to realise it's about memories.

and when nicolee couldn't stop snapping, i started to realise it's sometimes about capturing the moment.

and that's when i started to fall for photography.

i can go everywhere with this

I GOT THEM.

white and gold. so delicious you wanna lick them ;)

the ones

that never fail to make me laugh, imy.

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