b i t t e r s w e e t: October 2011

Thursday, October 27, 2011

know yourself

1. five ways to win your heart
boys?
- be interested in fashion
- go to art gallery with me and dont try to escape five minutes later
- take me too a cosy cafe for breakfast and spend the rest of the day there just talking
- invite me to your band room and let me listen to your music and know your mates
- walk around a book shop with me and be able to talk about everything

2. something you feel strongly about
leggings are not pants

3. a book you love
the curious incident of a dog at night, haven't read it for so long but it always sticks in my mind

5. things you want to say to an ex
i love you for no reason but i hate you for all sorts of reasons

6. your views on mainstream muisc
boring most of the time.

7. five pet peeves
- bad interior design/setting for a restaurant
- sitting close to where the toilet/kitchen is in a restaurant
-

8. what you ate today
shit, um...
chinese sesame buns, coffee, weetbix, honey, milk, two small croissants, jam, a slice of bread, stir fry tomato and egg, choi sum, chinese soup that has dried longan and goji berries, chocolate ice cream, grounded sesame and walnut milk. lol

9. how important you think education is
important in every little way.

10. put your music player on shuffle and write the first ten
my way - hins chueung
nasty girl - destiny's child, hahaha i have never listened to them
let it go - keyshia cole
west coast friendship - owl city
livin' on a prayer - bon jovi, hella yeahh

11. your family
mom dad me sister dog

12. five guys whom you find attractive
i dont like to measure guys by their appearance

13. your opinion about your body and how comfortable you are with it
fat, period.

14. what you wore today
home: uniqlo green sheep mens tshirt, girlfriend freebie shorts
out: maroon jersey dress, uniqlo leggings, topshop slippers

15. your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality
according to weibo yes

16. something you always think 'what if...' about
i dont like living by what ifs, if you want it then fucking go for it

17. something that you're proud of
nothing really

18. a problem that you have had
oh um whether i need to come back in jan already to enrol for unis, well it's all good now because they said i can enroll online

19. five items you lust after
- ferragamo vara
- acne atomica
- sunnies by karen walker/super
- that givenchy pandora look alike from who is hue
- a medicine that will make my calves disappear + make me a size 34 again

20. your fears
- becoming fatter
- not being able to find a boyfriend again
- losing all my beloved/treasured friends
- being unsuccessful in the industry and fail life
- being poor for the rest of my life

22. your academics
mostly As and Bs

23. something that you miss
hong kong

24. five words/phrases that make you laugh
its hard because eventually they wont be funny enough to make you laugh anymore

25. something you're currently worrying about
exams

26. things you like and dislike about yourself
like: nothing much
dislike: fat

27. a quote you try to live by
never stop fighting

28. somewhere you'd like to move to or visit
dont want to move to anywhere im happy if i stay in hong kong, would like to visit a lot of places

29. five weird things that you like
nothing is really that weird if you like it

30. one thing you're excited
everything to come after i turn 18

Saturday, October 15, 2011

Sunday, October 9, 2011

forever

change

until you are perfectly happy and comfortable.
seriously, fuck 'just deal with it'.

sometimes the internet is bad because they feed you with ideas.
you stop questioning.
you think, oh there is someone else out there
feeling the same, thinking the same
i cant be too wrong about it
i think i need to stop
looking at things for answers
i have been too open about it
i tell people im not too decisive
but now maybe i should be more judgmental.
not to people, but things that will have an effect on me
if i dont care, who will?