11am finds

can we watch this together sometime?

a bigger splash

"What an artist is trying to do for people is bring them closer to something, because of course art is about sharing: you wouldn't be an artist unless you wanted to share an experience, a thought."

it's all known

i sold my h&m overalls.

quite sad thinking back. but i know i wont really wear it anymore.

copenhagen

unexplained.

I really thought I was OK
I really thought I was just fine
But when I woke this time
There was nothing to take me back to sleep
To take you off my mind
This time

I keep saying
Over and over and over and over again
Let it rain
Let it rain
Over and over and over and over again
Let it rain
Let it rain

I need to hide within the storm
So have the lightning come
And bring the winds that scream
And spill the fog all over town
And hold me in your stand-still ground

And I will sink down
And you'll be washed away
You'll be washed away

Over and over and over and over again
Let it rain
Let it rain
Over and over and over and over again
Let it rain
Let it rain

I really thought I was OK
I really thought I was just fine
But when I woke up this time
There was nothing to take you off my mind

Over and over and over and over again
Let it rain
Let it rain
Over and over and over and over again
Let it rain
Let it rain

I need to hide within the storm
So have the lightning come
And bring the winds that scream
Spill the fog all over town
And break through every door
Strip away the trees
And raise the rivers high
Just help me drown

And hold me in your stand-still ground
And I will sink
And you will be washed away
You'll be washed away

bleached brows

i know im not a good photographer.

but i love photopraphy.

precisely, strictly, the old scool photography.

i wish i hate food 2.0

memories lost in auditorium.

I SAW ABBEY LEE KERSHAW YESTERDAY.

in camberwell market. we were like, one metre away, face to face.
i think she can tell that i can recognise her.
i can tell by her bangs. her eyes. her nose piercing. her jawline. her height. and her skinnyness. her style.
and her home is in melbourne. so it makes sense.
but no. i didnt ask for a photo. or an autograph.
feels so retarded to do so. thou i kind of want to. haha. wish i was braver.
good to see you. you are one of my favourites.
how cool is it, to meet you by chance.
i've never even bump into my friends by chance, wahahaha.

awang fw 10/11

ace

forever.

plasticity

It’s unfortunate that we live in such a panicked, dysmorphic society where women don’t even give themselves a chance to see what they’ll look like as older persons. I want to have some idea of what I’ll look like before I start cleaning the slates. I want my kids to know when I’m pissed, when I’m happy, and when I’m confounded. Your face tells a story … and it shouldn’t be a story about your drive to the doctor’s office.
Julia Roberts

i lack confidence

A lot of my pieces are about easy seductiveness and accessibility in terms of showing skin. I've been speaking to a lot of women in their forties and fifties and they want to look sexy — I think it's quite a new thing and at the moment, there isn't a lot out there for them. Seductiveness isn't just for girls in their twenties anymore.
Joseph Altuzarra

i miss summer

沒有四個月

其實我很希望你在某情況下，會來這個blog
看看我的近況，看看有沒有抱恙，
我並沒有期望你無聊或有空的時候就來
我知道你是不會的 你還是對你的遊戲比較有興趣
試過好幾次 當我寫完一大篇垃圾，再等多幾個小時，我就會自動叫你來
不過...我想我這次真的不會
就讓這成為一個小試驗吧。


我們分開 都好幾個星期了
可能練習得多，裝得挺好，也騙到人
不過我的思緒其實一直都沒有離開過你
心 還是很沈重 也很痛，是很痛很痛的那種
我曾經也騙過自己
找來一大堆安慰自己的理由
- 他不是說他還喜歡你嗎？
- 小男生都是愛自由，不愛被綑綁的...
- 單親家庭，會明白感情嗎？
- 他把朋友和女朋友之間的界線模糊了...


不過最後，我還是明白
很簡單，你根本已經不愛我了。
你說你是喜歡我，不是愛我
如果你跟我說好朋友跟女朋友沒差 喜歡與愛也沒差
我會說 當你真的愛一個人，你是會介意的
你知道為甚麼會有女朋友這回事嗎？
因為女朋友只需要一個 那是一個特別的位置
為甚麼要跟個朋友分開 盡量避開，不見面就行
但是跟女朋友分開 要來個分手的儀式？
因為女朋友是伴侶 你們是一對的
朋友通常是一班 而不是一對
你明白麼？
我不可以曖曖昧昧的跟你當朋友，因為很多事，只是留給那一個人
如果你認為可以，我覺得你並不專重角色這東西
想想，如果你跟幾個好朋友都是這樣，其實就像一個player
或者你可以說我不喜歡分享
男女朋友，不只是抱抱輕輕的，當愛情被燃燒完，就只剩下感情
感情，不需要抱抱輕輕，也可以的。
那天我去觀禮，才發覺，原來結婚誓詞，是那麼貼切的形容感情


無論安樂困苦，豐富貧窮，健康衰弱，你都愛護她，安慰她，尊重她，保護她，專一於她，終生不渝


我不是想把我們拉到結婚去
只是 兩個人，日子久了，就只會剩下這些。 要明白，我們又第一次在一起到現在，都七年了
某程度上，那位相處了很久的另一半，也自然成爲你最好的朋友
可惜到現在，有很多事，你都不會告訴我，好像覺得我沒有必要知道，
甚至那個最後的決定，你也是在毫無預告的情況下告訴我。


理性地，其實我覺得你非常自私
不過 我很清楚我自己已經愛你到一個，'我根本不懂去恨你自私' 的地步
我很樂於接受你的不好；每次生氣/失望的時候，我還是很想抱住你
而可笑的是，到我終于明白什麽叫做‘當你喜歡一個人，你會接受他的一切’
你渺渺因為覺得這端關係無形，輕易放棄了


我不會強求，只要是你想做的，我都不想爲難你


但我可以很肯定的告訴你，無論發生甚麼事，我從來也沒想過放棄
因爲我曾經相信，我們七年來，情還沒有難，是很奇妙的事
我很珍惜我們的一切，更想過要一直這樣下去
未來的影像，本來慢慢都是你的


我承認我很老土，喜歡執子之手，與子皆老這一套


不過那可是你令我明白的 怎麽事情就那麽諷刺


你最近還好嗎?
我會等你的...就算多久也好，因爲，你比誰都重要
就算我跟別人在一起，我也會想念你，你我有過的，實在太多。

my parents used to pat my mouth when i do ''ahhhhh''

and it will become ''wah wah wah wah wah wah wah"

my hero-

consumerism

Sometimes I think the people who buy our clothes live in a parallel universe. Hell, we can't even afford our clothes.
- Proenza Schouler Lazaro Hernandez