The difference between school and life? In school, you're taught a lesson and then given a test. In life, you're given a test that teaches you a lesson.
-haze
Monday, November 30, 2009
OCD
never think by rob pattinson continues to be one of my favorite song.
when i feel mentally sick at times, i tend to listen to it non stop.
it seems be the most comforting thing besides a hug.
14 days left in jail.
cannot bare the fact that im wasting time just watching tv, packing, watching movies, blogging and facebook. or perhaps a bit of wii. i did spend some time shopping. it came to me there not much to do but shopping if i step out of house. i thought about yoga. or maybe some dance.
black and white or color?
when i feel mentally sick at times, i tend to listen to it non stop.
it seems be the most comforting thing besides a hug.
14 days left in jail.
cannot bare the fact that im wasting time just watching tv, packing, watching movies, blogging and facebook. or perhaps a bit of wii. i did spend some time shopping. it came to me there not much to do but shopping if i step out of house. i thought about yoga. or maybe some dance.
black and white or color?
Sunday, November 29, 2009
終于
let go of you.
definitely won't miss you anymore, 100% sure.
it's been nearly a year
thank you for seeing me that day, it helped alot.
definitely won't miss you anymore, 100% sure.
it's been nearly a year
thank you for seeing me that day, it helped alot.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
貪心
算我貪心
考試的日子祈求偷懶的機會
空閒的日子盼望可以有點作爲
記得小時候每天只會喊悶
不懂利用時間 交多個朋友 學多種運動 明多點事理
回頭望 光陰真的浪費了
該怎麽做呢 做更多去補償 還是接受過錯罷了
16 年已過
最近突然發現這一年像是老天爺的安排
一
失去了aishk 很傷心 像身體的一部分都消失了 不完整
這 會跟媽媽的 相似嗎
二
最要好的朋友都不在 變得好孤獨
卻變得好親媽媽
相處的時間多了 發現 媽媽真的好偉大
三
大開眼界了
理想一致的對手多了
發覺 也到時候要加把勁
順便報答下父母吧
四
好累 太多了 當nicole堅決的告訴我她會回去的時候 我都不太在乎了
下兩年 也許會很難捱
可是 如果能腦袋闖一下 也許是值得的
傻話。
考試的日子祈求偷懶的機會
空閒的日子盼望可以有點作爲
記得小時候每天只會喊悶
不懂利用時間 交多個朋友 學多種運動 明多點事理
回頭望 光陰真的浪費了
該怎麽做呢 做更多去補償 還是接受過錯罷了
16 年已過
最近突然發現這一年像是老天爺的安排
一
失去了aishk 很傷心 像身體的一部分都消失了 不完整
這 會跟媽媽的 相似嗎
二
最要好的朋友都不在 變得好孤獨
卻變得好親媽媽
相處的時間多了 發現 媽媽真的好偉大
三
大開眼界了
理想一致的對手多了
發覺 也到時候要加把勁
順便報答下父母吧
四
好累 太多了 當nicole堅決的告訴我她會回去的時候 我都不太在乎了
下兩年 也許會很難捱
可是 如果能腦袋闖一下 也許是值得的
傻話。
Friday, November 20, 2009
Saturday, November 14, 2009
maybe i was the trigger.
Police have arrested a 16-year-old boy suspected of blackmailing a fellow student at the Australian International School by threatening to post a video of her naked body on the internet.
The boy is one of two students expelled by the leading international school for suspected criminal offences and reported to police since the start of term on October 12, according to the school, which charges annual fees of up to HK$112,000.
Parents and students say the Kowloon Tong school has been rocked by the nude video incident and the expulsion of another 16-year-old boy for selling drugs, including marijuana and muscle-building steroids, to fellow students on campus.
A police spokeswoman said last night that a 16-year-old boy, who had been expelled from Australian International School, was arrested on Thursday night on suspicion of criminal intimidation and blackmail and had been released on bail.
The youth was also assisting police with their inquiries into a case of assault occasioning actual bodily harm that took place outside an international school on Wednesday night.
A police spokesman said the criminal intimidation and blackmail case had been reported to Kowloon City police station on October 27.
“It is alleged that a suspect threatened to publish naked images of a female on the internet unless he was paid money,” the spokesman said.
One parent, who asked not to be named, said the two cases were just the latest of four expulsions this year, with a Year 11 student thrown out in the spring for stealing a wallet and a Year 10 student with a record of troublemaking kicked out last term.
The father said his son had told him the student expelled for drugs was a big drugs supplier at the school and had approached him about muscle-building steroids, which could only be bought on prescription by adults.
The father said the school had just held an assembly warning students about the dangers of drug abuse, when a student in his son’s home group had threatened a girl with distributing a video clip, which showed her naked, to other students unless she paid him HK$2,000.
Students said the girl had stripped off at the Year 10 student’s request while they chatted over the internet on webcams and the boy had secretly recorded her, according to the father.
A girl in Year 12, who asked not to be named, said someone had uploaded the nude video onto the internet two weeks ago and some boys had also been watching it on their mobile phones and had been suspended. The girl in the video, who students said had been in a relationship with the expelled boy, had appeared more subdued following the incident, the Year 12 girl said.
Her friend, also in Year 12, said they both knew the 16-year-old boy, who had recently sought counselling for behavioural problems.
“We also saw him hitting a guy near our school on Wednesday,” she said.
Secondary principal Phil Waugh said: “Two students were expelled this term due to serious disciplinary breaches. Both of these have been of a criminal nature and have been appropriately reported to the police.
“Due to their ongoing investigations, and the need to protect students who have been affected by these incidents, we will not comment any further on these specific incidents.
“Our school does not tolerate criminal behaviour, particularly those that will compromise the welfare and education of others in a negative way. Our school is committed to providing students with a safe, supportive learning environment.”
Waugh said the school had addressed the issues with student year groups in collaboration with its student counsellor and parents, using a combination of reward, guidance and discipline.
The school would also be discussing the issue of criminal behaviour among students with “the other top-tier international schools”, to ensure that “we monitor the situation between our schools and collaborate on the best ways to combat any disturbing trends”.
Kenneth Chan Tsan-ming, an expert in juvenile behavioural problems at the Hong Kong Institute of Education, said the crime rate among young people in the city had gone down over the past three years but drug abuse among children of school age was growing.
luke pickering: you didnt have fucking to do that.
credit: angela, sarah.
The boy is one of two students expelled by the leading international school for suspected criminal offences and reported to police since the start of term on October 12, according to the school, which charges annual fees of up to HK$112,000.
Parents and students say the Kowloon Tong school has been rocked by the nude video incident and the expulsion of another 16-year-old boy for selling drugs, including marijuana and muscle-building steroids, to fellow students on campus.
A police spokeswoman said last night that a 16-year-old boy, who had been expelled from Australian International School, was arrested on Thursday night on suspicion of criminal intimidation and blackmail and had been released on bail.
The youth was also assisting police with their inquiries into a case of assault occasioning actual bodily harm that took place outside an international school on Wednesday night.
A police spokesman said the criminal intimidation and blackmail case had been reported to Kowloon City police station on October 27.
“It is alleged that a suspect threatened to publish naked images of a female on the internet unless he was paid money,” the spokesman said.
One parent, who asked not to be named, said the two cases were just the latest of four expulsions this year, with a Year 11 student thrown out in the spring for stealing a wallet and a Year 10 student with a record of troublemaking kicked out last term.
The father said his son had told him the student expelled for drugs was a big drugs supplier at the school and had approached him about muscle-building steroids, which could only be bought on prescription by adults.
The father said the school had just held an assembly warning students about the dangers of drug abuse, when a student in his son’s home group had threatened a girl with distributing a video clip, which showed her naked, to other students unless she paid him HK$2,000.
Students said the girl had stripped off at the Year 10 student’s request while they chatted over the internet on webcams and the boy had secretly recorded her, according to the father.
A girl in Year 12, who asked not to be named, said someone had uploaded the nude video onto the internet two weeks ago and some boys had also been watching it on their mobile phones and had been suspended. The girl in the video, who students said had been in a relationship with the expelled boy, had appeared more subdued following the incident, the Year 12 girl said.
Her friend, also in Year 12, said they both knew the 16-year-old boy, who had recently sought counselling for behavioural problems.
“We also saw him hitting a guy near our school on Wednesday,” she said.
Secondary principal Phil Waugh said: “Two students were expelled this term due to serious disciplinary breaches. Both of these have been of a criminal nature and have been appropriately reported to the police.
“Due to their ongoing investigations, and the need to protect students who have been affected by these incidents, we will not comment any further on these specific incidents.
“Our school does not tolerate criminal behaviour, particularly those that will compromise the welfare and education of others in a negative way. Our school is committed to providing students with a safe, supportive learning environment.”
Waugh said the school had addressed the issues with student year groups in collaboration with its student counsellor and parents, using a combination of reward, guidance and discipline.
The school would also be discussing the issue of criminal behaviour among students with “the other top-tier international schools”, to ensure that “we monitor the situation between our schools and collaborate on the best ways to combat any disturbing trends”.
Kenneth Chan Tsan-ming, an expert in juvenile behavioural problems at the Hong Kong Institute of Education, said the crime rate among young people in the city had gone down over the past three years but drug abuse among children of school age was growing.
luke pickering: you didnt have fucking to do that.
credit: angela, sarah.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
4 days.
til my birthday.
it's so damn fast. i remember the time i said the same thing when i was probably 13/14.
now im going to 16.
once i got told, once you get 16, time will pass really really fast.
i really dont want that to happen.
im kind of scared
when i get to a certain age, perhaps i'll say the same thing like my mother: it feels like theres no time to waste.
i never really looked forward to this age. 16. sounds more like a burden to me.
i used to say i wanna grow up faster. now hold on, please slow down.
it's always good to be a child. the days are spent on incredibly addictive cartoon, plastic colorful toys, marathon phone calls, and so much more.
at this point of life. i might not be so immature or naive, but it wont be mature yet. im growing, and learning. looking back at the 16 years. i appriciated love from my dad, mom and my sister.
dad. you've always been the man for me. you taught me alot, from how to use the dvd recorder to what it's a good career for me, a thousands thank yous. your dynamic Kentdesign transforming from a toy design company to a commerical design company inspires me. thanks for everything. every single possesion of mine, exists because of you.
mom. your excellence in being mother is incredibly. you cook the best food, you've been a like filipino helper since we came to aus, your effort makes me speechless. thanks for all the care. although sometimes we share diffferent views. and i would think that you've been wrong decisions. it's acknowledged that you want the best for me.
sister. i've been a really bad sister when you were young. practically i was a bitch. i really enjoy time with you now. and mom and dad had made the right choice shooting you out to the world. because i'd be lonely as hell without you.
friends in aishk. i cant say im speechless. because seriously honestly none of the words in any language can describe how i feel. i really did think that, aishk is the best place of the world.
friends in plc. i might be a pain in the ass. due the channeling problem. i think im tuning it. not intentionally. but maybe you guys are slowly invading into me.
ON A BRIGHT SIDE.
HOW COULD ANYBODY NOT DESERVE A NICE PRESENT ON THEIR 16 BIRTHDAY
okay. like. not hint anything- dont misunderstand.
16 WISHLIST.
-summer fedora
- daydress (<< new obsession. tshirt dress, sleeveless dress, etc etc)
-yankees cap. the one with in blue and white font :)))
- beach top: those wide collar top basically
- boho skirt print prints prints!
-mesh/print top
- menstank: loose tank basically. i'd be nice with little details like pockets.
- metallic blue / met purple / white eyeliner
- bright red/ nude lipstick.
me greedy pig.
woohoo. IM GOIING SHOPPING LATERRR!
it's so damn fast. i remember the time i said the same thing when i was probably 13/14.
now im going to 16.
once i got told, once you get 16, time will pass really really fast.
i really dont want that to happen.
im kind of scared
when i get to a certain age, perhaps i'll say the same thing like my mother: it feels like theres no time to waste.
i never really looked forward to this age. 16. sounds more like a burden to me.
i used to say i wanna grow up faster. now hold on, please slow down.
it's always good to be a child. the days are spent on incredibly addictive cartoon, plastic colorful toys, marathon phone calls, and so much more.
at this point of life. i might not be so immature or naive, but it wont be mature yet. im growing, and learning. looking back at the 16 years. i appriciated love from my dad, mom and my sister.
dad. you've always been the man for me. you taught me alot, from how to use the dvd recorder to what it's a good career for me, a thousands thank yous. your dynamic Kentdesign transforming from a toy design company to a commerical design company inspires me. thanks for everything. every single possesion of mine, exists because of you.
mom. your excellence in being mother is incredibly. you cook the best food, you've been a like filipino helper since we came to aus, your effort makes me speechless. thanks for all the care. although sometimes we share diffferent views. and i would think that you've been wrong decisions. it's acknowledged that you want the best for me.
sister. i've been a really bad sister when you were young. practically i was a bitch. i really enjoy time with you now. and mom and dad had made the right choice shooting you out to the world. because i'd be lonely as hell without you.
friends in aishk. i cant say im speechless. because seriously honestly none of the words in any language can describe how i feel. i really did think that, aishk is the best place of the world.
friends in plc. i might be a pain in the ass. due the channeling problem. i think im tuning it. not intentionally. but maybe you guys are slowly invading into me.
ON A BRIGHT SIDE.
HOW COULD ANYBODY NOT DESERVE A NICE PRESENT ON THEIR 16 BIRTHDAY
okay. like. not hint anything- dont misunderstand.
16 WISHLIST.
-summer fedora
- daydress (<< new obsession. tshirt dress, sleeveless dress, etc etc)
-yankees cap. the one with in blue and white font :)))
- beach top: those wide collar top basically
- boho skirt print prints prints!
-mesh/print top
- menstank: loose tank basically. i'd be nice with little details like pockets.
- metallic blue / met purple / white eyeliner
- bright red/ nude lipstick.
me greedy pig.
woohoo. IM GOIING SHOPPING LATERRR!
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Friday, November 6, 2009
be critical
i mean it. be critical.
i was never talented at drawing.
i never like drawing. actually i did when i was in primary school. but people laughed at my drawing then i gave up.
i rushed through these.
personally. i think they are excrement (crap). but whatever, i like opinions. because opinions let me know where i have to improve. and it would be greatly appriciated if you do be critical and comment/cbox.
p.s. im having trouble with the hair.
click to enlarge.
i was never talented at drawing.
i never like drawing. actually i did when i was in primary school. but people laughed at my drawing then i gave up.
i rushed through these.
personally. i think they are excrement (crap). but whatever, i like opinions. because opinions let me know where i have to improve. and it would be greatly appriciated if you do be critical and comment/cbox.
p.s. im having trouble with the hair.
click to enlarge.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
gangsta
One who willfully promotes and participates in destructive and self-serving culture in an effort to project a particular image of 'toughness' or to make oneself intimidating. Willingness to blatantly and horrifically misuse English is a necessity, as is a low IQ and sub-par education (or at least the appearance thereof).
symtoms - this is in general, there are always exceptions.
- live in their own world
- believe that all they need in the world is women and money
- believe that only hot women and their bros are the only species that exist in the world
- believe that it's so cool to screw their lives up
- proud of screwing their lives up
- thinks that violence is the way of life
- extremely low EQ
add more
symtoms - this is in general, there are always exceptions.
- live in their own world
- believe that all they need in the world is women and money
- believe that only hot women and their bros are the only species that exist in the world
- believe that it's so cool to screw their lives up
- proud of screwing their lives up
- thinks that violence is the way of life
- extremely low EQ
add more
Friday, October 30, 2009
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Saturday, October 24, 2009
THE NAME IS MICHAEL CHEUNG.
since early year 10. yes you have become my inspiration.
i seem to be your ultimate ass kisser, jokes, but i really love you :)
you must ask my friends in plc. because i mention you quite alot.
i remember when i was too young and stupid to know anything. and i called you gay.
thats a thousand sorrys.
you are indescribable
with you. i feel so inferior. you actually beam! your talent, your passion makes me understand, to do what you want to do, to be who you want to be, you must give the fullest of yourself.
you have helped me endlessly and im not doing anything for myself. i think i should really start doing something for myself.
today, looking at your website. wow x 10
all the best in everything that comes in life.
www.themichaelcheung.com for those who dont know.
i seem to be your ultimate ass kisser, jokes, but i really love you :)
you must ask my friends in plc. because i mention you quite alot.
i remember when i was too young and stupid to know anything. and i called you gay.
thats a thousand sorrys.
you are indescribable
with you. i feel so inferior. you actually beam! your talent, your passion makes me understand, to do what you want to do, to be who you want to be, you must give the fullest of yourself.
you have helped me endlessly and im not doing anything for myself. i think i should really start doing something for myself.
today, looking at your website. wow x 10
all the best in everything that comes in life.
www.themichaelcheung.com for those who dont know.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
when there is road but you choose not to walk.
looking back from monday.
i dont think i've done much but pmsing.
since the day ben and i became friends
i have realized the great existance of my pms
how i feel really disorganised that there are so much to do and i'd just go really annoyed but i end up getting even less work done
which is the orginal reason how i got a planner, because it calms me down having to write down the things i have to do so i feel less disorganised and i can get a few things
ive been feeling really confused also recently
it's not just pms i think
it probably pms plus something
things around.
they add to my disorganisation
the fact that the ''awesomes'' in hong kong have still not bothered to get green day ticks is pisisng my vagina off. both nicole and me agree that they will never get how we'd kill to attend to concerts. simply because even there are so fucking many concerts out there in melb: we cant attend: school/boardinghouse/location speaks it all.
my dearest roomate have not been well. and it makes me angry. because sometimes i really feel like hitting her. actually hitting her. because she is basically the most stubborn person i've ever met.
stacking up with yaa. gosh give me a break. i have to say i love business. but this program is turning into complete hastle.
and squashing the tests and exams in. and the 2 textile project plus one art project.
only if a day has 48 hours wil i survive.
i dont think i've done much but pmsing.
since the day ben and i became friends
i have realized the great existance of my pms
how i feel really disorganised that there are so much to do and i'd just go really annoyed but i end up getting even less work done
which is the orginal reason how i got a planner, because it calms me down having to write down the things i have to do so i feel less disorganised and i can get a few things
ive been feeling really confused also recently
it's not just pms i think
it probably pms plus something
things around.
they add to my disorganisation
the fact that the ''awesomes'' in hong kong have still not bothered to get green day ticks is pisisng my vagina off. both nicole and me agree that they will never get how we'd kill to attend to concerts. simply because even there are so fucking many concerts out there in melb: we cant attend: school/boardinghouse/location speaks it all.
my dearest roomate have not been well. and it makes me angry. because sometimes i really feel like hitting her. actually hitting her. because she is basically the most stubborn person i've ever met.
stacking up with yaa. gosh give me a break. i have to say i love business. but this program is turning into complete hastle.
and squashing the tests and exams in. and the 2 textile project plus one art project.
only if a day has 48 hours wil i survive.
Monday, October 19, 2009
is something due today for science?
i have a feeling on that: oh crap.
anyway: i think the following statement is supposed to go on a twitter or a fb status.
whatevs
im feeling so out of inspiration, i feel as thou theres no blood flowing in my brain
save me :O
anyway: i think the following statement is supposed to go on a twitter or a fb status.
whatevs
im feeling so out of inspiration, i feel as thou theres no blood flowing in my brain
save me :O
if the story between you and i were to be made reference for a movie.
this would be it.
the ikea part was terrible.
yet: became my new favourite movie: over juno.
something i laughed so badly-
Tom: Paul, seriously...
Paul: Did you bang her?
Tom: No!
Paul: Blow job?
Tom: No!
Paul: Hand job?
Tom: No, Paul, no jobs. I'm still unemployed. We just kissed.
Tom: It's official. I'm in love with Summer.
Tom: I love her smile. I love her hair. I love her knees. I love how she licks her lips before she talks. I love her heart-shaped birthmark on her neck. I love it when she sleeps.
Tom: People don't realize this, but loneliness is underrated.
Tom: What happens when you fall in love?
Summer: You believe in that?
Tom: It's love, it's not Santa Claus.
the ikea part was terrible.
yet: became my new favourite movie: over juno.
something i laughed so badly-
Tom: Paul, seriously...
Paul: Did you bang her?
Tom: No!
Paul: Blow job?
Tom: No!
Paul: Hand job?
Tom: No, Paul, no jobs. I'm still unemployed. We just kissed.
Tom: It's official. I'm in love with Summer.
Tom: I love her smile. I love her hair. I love her knees. I love how she licks her lips before she talks. I love her heart-shaped birthmark on her neck. I love it when she sleeps.
Tom: People don't realize this, but loneliness is underrated.
Tom: What happens when you fall in love?
Summer: You believe in that?
Tom: It's love, it's not Santa Claus.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
George would call this Asian Pride
Looking through collections of 2010 rtw
Liu Wen has offically caught my eye.
It all started when i was looking at style.com > chanel > beauty
and there was this photo of Liu Wen smiling
i was caught. anaphylactic shock right that sec (i did not remember how to spell that word actually, i googled amphelitic shock for the corret spelling HAHA)
so main point is that, her name is on my list now.
because i rarely remember model names
and even if i do, i dont recgonise the faces
some i do of course like the really well known ones
but not for most.
it's pretty much a sin for a fashion junkie
but anyway
back to Liu Wen
idk. SECOND MOST ACTIVE GIRL ON SPRING 2010 RUNWAYS, what can i say?
70 shows in total, george yang, asian pride it is.
because of liu wen,
i became aware of chinese models.
Shu Pei Qin im aware of.
Du Juan of course, anymore? anybody?
okay whatevs. liu wen time.
i must say liu wen was not as shocking as she is supposed to be when shes on the runway.
cause she had to hide her KILLER SMILE most of the time
seriously, her smile is KILLER.
im jealous.
Liu Wen has offically caught my eye.
It all started when i was looking at style.com > chanel > beauty
and there was this photo of Liu Wen smiling
i was caught. anaphylactic shock right that sec (i did not remember how to spell that word actually, i googled amphelitic shock for the corret spelling HAHA)
so main point is that, her name is on my list now.
because i rarely remember model names
and even if i do, i dont recgonise the faces
some i do of course like the really well known ones
but not for most.
it's pretty much a sin for a fashion junkie
but anyway
back to Liu Wen
idk. SECOND MOST ACTIVE GIRL ON SPRING 2010 RUNWAYS, what can i say?
70 shows in total, george yang, asian pride it is.
because of liu wen,
i became aware of chinese models.
Shu Pei Qin im aware of.
Du Juan of course, anymore? anybody?
okay whatevs. liu wen time.
i must say liu wen was not as shocking as she is supposed to be when shes on the runway.
cause she had to hide her KILLER SMILE most of the time
seriously, her smile is KILLER.
im jealous.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
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